SO I stopped writing about multiple sclerosis for a while. I just didn't want to anymore. I am more than MS, and politics and working towards peace took precedence. Until THIS happened. I read two books and wrote 200 pages of my book in one day. I also did tons of adulting!? Wth? So, I will just lead with today's post and vlog on Facebook.
So here’s the problem. Or the greatness. After 20 years of pain (#multiplesclerosis related), I woke up #painfree. It’s strange. It’s like I’ve had this 500 lb man on my back for two decades of my life. I’ve devoted 20 years to him! Wth do you do when he falls off? My friend once said to me that finding a #cure for his #MS terrifies him in one way. For almost three decades he’s been on disability and used a cane. Wth would he put on his resume to integrate back into the work force? Thirty years of blank space to fill! I’m on par with that question right now. So here’s me getting back, being free, no pain meds, doing planks, talking about why you should choose your undies carefully, and how I get sad thinking about my doctors. We’ve been together a long time. They have to watch me fade. I know they aren’t supposed to connect, but we have. My absence would hurt them. Get a doctor that makes you think of their feelings instead of your pain. Oh and I have a sports bra on so my boobs aren’t really out. Be well. Go forward. Try. #uglylikeme #jamietripputitus! #GardenStatePain#NeilSinha