The loss of Jessi has been so overwhelming. That's all I can say really. My next MSandMe Radio broadcast of Ugly Like Me is...for and about ... her. I think I get it out and say what I need to say on that broadcast, so I just wanted to share her "cervical cancer announcement" video here. A memorial of sorts. I pray it inspires women to get checked. Especially YOUNG women who don't think they need to get checked yet, or worry about such things yet. You do.
Also, remember always, that you know your body better than anyone. If someone won't listen when you claim something is wrong, make them. Jessi didn't stop until someone listened. Be like her.
I didn't think I had anything to say regarding Jessi because I am still so FEELING it, but there is one thing I have to point out - Jessi didn't "lose" her battle. I keep seeing those words, "Jessi Zazu has lost her battle with cervical cancer..." I know what people mean. I know there's no harmful intention, but I also believe that words matter.
Jessi beat cancer. She shone through it and it didn't stop her from creating and blooming, it made her go harder. Bigger! Jessi made it art. She created feverishly until the end. Her body isn't here, but she's still everywhere. Her music (Those Darlins), her art, her spirit. Her voice is ringing through my speakers in the kitchen. She didn't LOSE. Quite the opposite. In fact, because of her, we all won. Thank you Jessi. Thank you.
When the broadcast airs, I will post it. I'm a smidge embarrassed because I am SO upset on air, but in true Jessi spirit...I ain't afraid. I'm sticking with that.
